Obviously.

More downs than ups these past few days.^* That was to be expected, really. But hardly fazed me … I would have said this afternoon.

Or not. Apparently.

This with the scary-ish realisation that some, most, all of the people I thought maybe, possibly could … — can’t.

People.

Still, that’s no excuse. Merely a reason. (So sorry.)

And this is the second Wednesday in a row, is the worst part.

But it’s not supposed to feel like this. It will not feel like this. It will not feel like this.

Ask me in the morning if it still does, I dare ya.

(And lastly, a note to my pancreas: Yeah, you heard that right. Don’t play dumb.)

1. * Just one, come to think of it. But what an up that was. ^